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Subject:SHANA TOVA!!
Time:05:42 am
starting today,

september 23rd, 2006,

rosh hashana,
(the jewish new year)


i am officially...



abstinent.






abstinent, celibate, whatever you want to call it.
i officially don't have sex.
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Current Music:Someday My Prince Will Come - Ashley FUCKING Tisdale
Current Location:my apartment, in hollywood, ca
Time:04:54 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] sad
what the fuck what the FUCKING shit? )
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Time:04:44 am
a world that casts you out may forgive you now.
how shall i see you through my tears?
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Time:08:00 pm
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Time:07:01 pm
i made these today.


i'm in a super duper romantic mood.
AND IT'S ALL YR FAULT.


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Time:06:42 pm
things i am MOST scared of / things i could never imagine doing


- giving up on love

- having some kind of physical injury that would prevent me from lindy hopping
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Time:01:41 pm
my band, THE SUPER CUTES,
is playing at Super Saturday at Evergreen,
(in olympia, yes)

Saturday June 17th, 2006.
noon fifteen/ish.

BE THERE!!!!


WE ARE SO CUTE,
and you love me,
SO BE THERE!!!!


and it's actually the last time we will ever be playing together.
and we have this new song that is UNBELIEVABLY adorable.

so yeah. see you thereeeeee.
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Time:09:57 pm
the cubs are playing cincinnati on my birthday.

june 11th.
please win, cubbies.




for me?
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Time:01:37 am
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i plan on having a threesome with these two girls in the near future.
the blonde is legal, however the brunette isn’t quite yet.

so, obviously i have to wait until after she turns 18 in december.
and then after that? i’m golden.
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Time:10:45 pm
i really hate the feeling of oncoming tears.
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Time:03:54 pm
The Reason We Are Not "Dating"


1. You are leading me on, because
a. You don’t like me, but are afraid to hurt my feelings.
b. You like me, but don’t know how to tell me you do.
c. You think it’s fun to fuck with my emotions.

2. You are just lazy and haven’t gotten around to making a move yet.

3. You want to take things very slowly, but for some reason can’t verbalize it.

4. You are simply waiting for the right moment.


Choose one of the above.
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Time:03:11 pm
Boyfriend/Girlfriend (I'm not picky) application...

because I'm HELL OF bored.



1. Where would you say your clothing style comes from?


2. Are you allergic to polyamorous and/or bisexual people?


3. Do you use the internet often?


4. I will ignore you in order to attend lindy hop events.
Do you A. Stay at home, doing something else that weekend?
B. Come to the event with me, even though you don’t know how to dance and don’t care about it the way I do, and sit around sulking all weekend long?


5. Will you buy me cigarettes when I’m broke? And food… and candy?


6. Are you up for hanging out at completely random hours? My work schedule is strange and I never know when I’ll be free until I actually.


7. I am a sarcastic bitch. Can you take it? Can you, really?


8. I’m quite fickle and a Gemini, will that bother you?


9. Unless you are Annie Bethancourt, I’m in love with someone else. Can you get past it and not compare yrself to her, even though I’ll talk about her all the time?


10. Sometimes… I whine.
Do you A. Yell at me?
B. Just suck it up and take it?
C. Ignore me, thinking I’ll go away?
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Subject:i have money!
Time:08:52 am
it took about six hours, after receiving my first paycheck from desire video for it to settle into my mind.

for it to appear, actually.
really.
six hours! that's good for me.

if i wanted to, i could buy about eight grams of coke.





oh, how the mind simply relapses into old ideas.
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Time:04:56 am
1. i slept through swing dancing last night.
this job is messing up my sleeping schedule so much.

2. there is a girl who likes me,
but i like another girl,
and she likes someone else.

confused yet?
i sure am.
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Time:12:50 am
"so they say it was the year of the woman,
i believe it was the year of sex."
- rachael sage
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Current Music:bravedancing - rachael sage
Time:11:14 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] contemplative
i shouldn't be allowed to:

talk about myself

speak to other people at all

post bulletins on myspace

cry in public

drink alcohol

have crushes on people

go to concerts/shows of any sort

hang out at caffe vita

fall in love

reminisce

contemplate anything

watch rocketboom




i should only be allowed to:

lindy hop

swing dance, or dance any kind of dance

make films

write

be pretty
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Time:05:57 pm
1. i have no cigarettes because i'm broke.

2. i have no food because i'm broke.

3. my ratties have no food because i'm broke.

4. lizzie mcguire, amy bradshaw, maria deluca, liz parker, and sydney bristow (the rodents) haven't eaten in almost a week, because i've had literally zero money.

5. i FINALLY have the ability to get a new driver's license! so i'm going to the DMV before work tomorrow.

6. i start work at desire video tomorrow at noon.





on a completely different note...

i hate it when really extraordinary people think badly of themselves.
when all i want to do is sit around and talk with them for hours.
or at least for a little while, and get to know them.
because i know i'll just be more and more amazed by them.

and all i want to do is grab them by the arms and shake them around and yell
"YOU ARE FUCKING FANTASTIC, OKAY!?"
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Time:06:32 pm
portland lindy exchange... )
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Time:02:39 pm
1. i've been unbelievably emotional recently.
crying while watching "sky high."
laughing hysterically at my self for crying,
and then crying some more.

2. i lost my wallet this past weekend.
this REALLY sucks.
like, i don't think you know how much this sucks.

3. last weekend i kissed a girl.
okay, i kissed a lot of girls.
but i kissed one that i have a crush on.
so that is a good thing.

4. i really need a fucking driver's license.
(that was already lost, before the whole wallet disappeared.)
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Time:06:28 pm
so recently, i've been obsessed with being "pretty."
i've used the word "pretty" to describe all sorts of things.

i'm obsessseeeedddd.

so i'm cutting my hair, and growing it out into a cute pixie like hair cut.

and i'm going shopping tonight with nikki d.
at the goodwill, of course.
but i'm only buying pretty clothes.
nothing fun or crazy.
just pretty.


leave me alone, i don't care what you think.
AGH!!!!
i'm going to be pretty if it's the last thing i do.
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